Thursday, March 31, 2005

oh the horrors.

microB screwed my ass halfway man. stumped at the last two questions and a few for MCQ... damn the dengue fever. wads over is over... the only thing that i can do now is to count the percentage and see how much i need for an average grade(exam smart). haha. and finally got jay's concert cd... i need a break. and a pool table.
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Posted by melvin at 8:55 PM

microB test

heres to the hope that microB doesnt screw my ass today. as for the blog song, its up already. still cant think why would any1 want to do that...
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Posted by melvin at 9:37 AM

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

day of silence

for a day my blog song will be cancelled in memory of a friend(16 July 89 - 26 March 05). didn't see you since i left school and i guess i wont be seeing you around. rest in peace my man because i hope you found what you were looking for finally.
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Posted by melvin at 10:32 AM

Sunday, March 27, 2005

and so it begins.

it begins... my long hard fall from grace. wake me up when i hit the floor.

Posted by melvin at 8:54 PM

i need a nap

been so tired lately. dunno wads happening in sch dunno wads going to come out for tests. ahhh... the life of a poly student. i'm lovin' it. -_-
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Posted by melvin at 5:41 PM

not now not ever

Posted by melvin at 5:40 PM

Saturday, March 26, 2005

施文斌 - 忘不了

翻开一本旧日记记载着一段旧恋情
每段都那么甜蜜往事历历在这里
曾看过多少的风雨
曾说过要到哪里去
曾做过觉得傻的事
爱过在这城市里昨夜下了一场雨
让我忽然梦里见到你
躲在某个地方哭泣好想紧紧抱着你
有一次从朋友口中听到你的消息
我的心都在发抖你是否孤身一人我不停追问

分手两年后我还是想着你多久没有见过你
现在你住在哪里只怕有一天我们都会老去
只想留一点回忆能够让我们依靠

我在一个咖啡店透过玻璃窗往外望
你的人影无所不在无心无魂的想你
为什么人总要等到失去才珍惜
我来不及想告诉你
要永远不分离

Posted by melvin at 7:14 PM

Friday, March 25, 2005

haha.

heres a joke:
on the 7th day, God created man. on the 8th, electricity. on the 9th day, man let the water bath overflow, the water hit the electrics and man's house burnt to the ground.
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Posted by melvin at 11:38 AM

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

cell bio

finally my cell bio prac test is over. and no i didnt study for it because i was busy rushing reports the nite prior to the test. and i got some terms mixed up, screwed up here and there... all in a days work i suppose. -_-" not really in a mood to blog... nothing much to say. jus that... ive been staying in sch a lot haha. good or bad?
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Posted by melvin at 11:25 PM

Saturday, March 19, 2005

new shoes. but not me.

queensway today with DY... he got this pair of nike shoes... quite nice and classic i must say... brown and blue... $129. *sigh* when will i get mine? once i manage to pay off my micro... and save about $200 for the shoes. my god i seem to be spending more. must save. bah.
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Posted by melvin at 10:47 PM

Friday, March 18, 2005

guess what?

my fellow blogders... i can successfully(and finally) cross out the next item quite high up on this wish list of mine... which is the Creative Zen Micro(Black). muahahahahaha. bet some of you are quite jealous right now... and some are scoffing at how i wasted my money on a creative product blah blah blah. save it. im not in the mood. haha. chionged there at 830 jus to get in da queue. haha... also nt going for star buy wad for go so early i also dunno. -_-" anyways, spent 2.5 hrs slacking there. right now at this point of time u must be thinking "don't you have school?" well. what do YOU think? ;) wahhahha. queue so long jus to go in and come out within half an hour. haha. wad a way to waste time man...-_-" but even though im happy and all... i think having some1 listen on the other side of the earphones would be even better... haiz.
*我不可能是你的王子...*

Posted by melvin at 11:56 PM

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

would you?

nothing much to blog now a days. been feeling quite shitty too. and to quote DY's nick "i wonder why.." ever wondered why the world was round or how that particular guy always got that particular girl? every wondered how some people can jus score As during common tests? ever wondered how that fucked up guy ever lived to this many years without being killed for being a complete idiot? recently been wondering about stuff like this. maybe ive got too much time. maybe ive got none. ive nvr wanted to be what i couldnt be. is this my downfall then? it doesnt really matter does it? seems to me like im setting myself up for the fall.
-melf-

Posted by melvin at 8:13 PM

Monday, March 14, 2005

mocking me eh?

the fates are now mocking me. but still, i dont believe in you. why? i dunno why. because they saw that everything happens for a reason. but i still don't know what that reason is. u hear the same old damned phrase over and over again but it still doesnt do anything to soothe the pain. fate. as some would put it, its simply an excuse. i dunno. certianly doesnt seem like a strong excuse to me.
-melf-

Posted by melvin at 11:28 PM

Saturday, March 12, 2005

happy ending? apparently not.

my life has been a mess lately. nothing much can be seen on the surface, but everythings jus overturned inside. exams coming up, assignments due... all the shit starts hitting the fan at the very last moment when you turn it on. even problems with my life are still there... waiting for me to trip up and fall flat on my face and mock me. how i hate the way they stay there.. never moving but always there. right now i just feel like banging my head. its a sad world. go screw urself. arent we supposed to practise safe sex anyway?
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Posted by melvin at 11:09 PM

Thursday, March 10, 2005

damn damn damn

been slacking lately... dunno why. just that ive been doing stuff that takes up a lot of my time. and the exams are just round the damned corner.

DAMN

is this the start of a whole new period of cursing and swearing? i hope not. hahah... been busy helping with people's blogs and neglecting my own. i need some time maybe. sometimes i just feel like going back and rewind time and make sure i don't commit the same mistake again. but if you knew that this would happen, would you have done the same thing? or would you choose a different path, and not knowing if it would lead you in the right direction or not? a whole new set of choices, a whole new set of rules. would you?
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Posted by melvin at 9:09 PM

Monday, March 07, 2005

heee heeeah

got my results... a broad spectrum id say... so sad... at least i passed all. happy also because of other stuff... hee... those will noe wad im toking about lah... happy for some1 also happy. hahaha...
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Posted by melvin at 10:06 PM

Saturday, March 05, 2005

Jay 周杰伦 - 开不了口

才离开没多久就开始担心今天的妳过得好不好
整个画面是妳想妳想的睡不着
嘴嘟嘟那可爱的模样还有在妳身上香香的味道
我的快乐是妳想妳想的都会笑

没有妳在我有多难熬(没有妳在我有多难熬多烦恼)
没有妳烦我有多烦恼(没有妳烦我有多烦恼多难熬)

穿过云层我试着努力向妳奔跑
爱才送到妳却已在别人怀抱

就是开不了口让她知道
我一定会呵护着妳也逗妳笑
妳对我有多重要我后悔没让妳知道
安静的听妳撒娇看妳睡着一直到老
就是开不了口让她知道
就是那么简单几句我办不到
整颗心悬在半空我只能够远远看着
这些我都做得到但那个人已经不是我

Posted by melvin at 11:41 AM

Friday, March 04, 2005

late update

havent been updating lately... why? i also dunno why. kinda nothing much to say except that been busy with sch stuff now a days... also some stuff that i would not like to say here. hahah. some thoughts are meant to be in my head only... haiz. i need to find a way to blow off steam. pool doesnt cut it anymore...
妳对我有多重要,我后悔没让妳知道...
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